Dad I miss you

You answered God's call

Left my world crashing down

Fragmented and shattered

I stare at the sky

Believing that heaven's your new abode

 

You fought a battle,

You stayed strong, had to give in

You passed before I could say goodbye

Wish I could hold your hand that morning And said, "I love you dad"

 

Your images I see in my dreams.

Your voice still so vivid,

Whispering to me, "god bless".

Your picture smiles,

keeps your memories alive.

 

This nightmare is real, the wounds won't heal

I have finally realized There won't be another dance

No more high fives

All I can do is reminisce

 

Reflect back in time

Immature in twenties and submissive

With ineffable thoughts, Aimless I was

careless and Oblivious of future

Growing up in shelter I was never mature

Confidence and self respect I kept losing

like the moon behind clouds i was shy

Like fall leaves withered to bloom again

My life could have been different but ruined

If I had shook up myself before 

No regrets today, bad time has elapsed 

Rise up, stand tall,  gather courage, open eyes

Though lost, I have a road map in place

To see me out of dark woods tomorrow

Today I wipe my tears and walk forward 

Gift of the moon!

God's creation

My jubilation

Your beautiful eyes

That sometimes cries

Your whispers soft

Are Like the breeze at the tree top

Your soul purer than gold

Your tiny hands I hold

Wrapped in a rainbow, like sunshine

you are all mine

Dancing like flowers you bring joy

You are my precious boy

Bright and colorful

Like an artist's painting beautiful

You have a smile 

that's longer than a mile

When words you speak

I rise to the top of a peak

You hold my hand 

Not because you can't stand

It's your trick to be with me

Nothing else could make me glee

Behind me you hide

Secure you feel, not that you are shy

Sometimes I scold

If you fall, I assure to hold

Like a shield I stand before you

For every adversity in view

Oh my little tea spoon

You are the gift of the moon

Come back for once

The clouds are running in a row

There's a void as I go to and fro

I am on cloud nine

But today, you are not mine

I abandoned you, in search of my goals

Cared less about the love of our souls

 

I am an achiever today, targets I have met

But anguish keeps my eyes wet

I could have done it all

Leaving you was just a wrong call

Staring at infinity, my tryst in vein

Come back, kiss away my pain

 My voices unheard 

 Send him my message, I request a bird

Why didn't I go with you, I sigh

Come back for once, we will fly

Spicy punch

Medium or mild?
What's the choice of my spice
I think I just despise

Food or media?
What has more spice
I believe I need some advice 

Carolina reaper or Ghost pepper?
Putting my taste buds to test
Figuring out which is the hottest 

Aroma or music?
I like the whole spices crackle in a pan
Not a 'spice girls' fan

Politics or films?
In front of the TV I just froze
Spice is all that grows 

Little or more?
What's is the tolerance 
It's all about indulgence

Oh Colorado!

Oh Colorado! Is it rage?

Or is it how nature wants you to be?

Millions and millions of years have passed

You still are so harsh on that earth

Carving and piercing that part of land

The rocks morn, their silence scream

Their agony is not untold

Every inch that you carve

Tells a story of a hundred years

Every temple formed is a victim of your rage

Canyon’s screams go unheard

It’s so deep and so wide

But It’s revenge, I can see

But it’s strength, I can feel

Oh Colorado! I say it with a sigh

You look thin and feeble

You are not blue anymore

The canyon has taken over

You are a part of it and that is a part of you

Not sure if I want to see you

I get mesmerized by the canyon you created…

Insomnia

Dark and gloomy night

Clouds veiling the sky

Moon playing hide and seek

Stifling atmosphere

Staring into perpetuity

With sleepless eyes

Wished I could break free

Into freedom

From the worldly clutches

I wished I could sleep

Darkness terrifying me

My anguish profound

With petrified thoughts

I was awaiting the first light

Time fractioned

The night was engulfing me

My thoughts stirring me up

I closed my eyes with a hope to sleep

Sleep would not come to my eyes

I was scared of a nightmare

I wished I could sleep.